This song and video combination, sent to me by a friend recently has reduced me to tears many times over the past few days. It utterly captures what I go through: juggling plates, thinking, thinking, analysing, analysing, and, yes, probably dreaming, dreaming of what it is I want to do, need to do, ought to have done, should be doing…the good list, the bad list, the relentless list, the never ending list, the “it’s on this list” of things to do.
I do have amazing and uplifting moments, moments when I feel I am making a difference. Yet much of the time I feel like I am letting everyone down, like I am disappointing all who know me, like I need more time…time…time…and yet I must awaken with grace and elegance in order to get through another day. Who knew, someone would understand? Watch it here: